I know i haven't been posting on my blog of late, but then again, i haven't been doing anything constructive either.
The problem with me is, i don't know what i really want in life.

With regards to school, i haven't started studying for the exams that are just round the corner. I don't know what else to do to improve my lousy pdp record.
With regards to love and relationships, I'm just groping around in the dark. I admire those who are so in love with their partners, who are just happy being around them. No matter how hard i try, i can never be like that, i'm always the unreasonable and petty stranger. Do i really love him? I don't know.
With regards to my future, I have no aim. I don't know what i'm going to do after college or what i want to work as. My friends all have big plans and ambitions to earn lots of money, to succeed as career women, to have a blissful family. I had those dreams once, but there were merely dreams of the past.

I'm just living my life as it comes each day. More often than not, just sleeping and perhaps leading a more fufilling life in the realm of dreams.