Sunday, November 22, 2009

Sparks

Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say,
You'll say 'Oh, sing one you know,
But I promise you this,
I'll always look out for you,
Yea that's what I'll do

I Say oh...
I say oh...

My heart is yours,
It's you that I hold on to,
Yea that's what I'll do
I know I was wrong,
But I won't let you down,
Oh yeah I will,
Yes I will

I said oh,
I cry oh.
Yeah, I saw sparks
Yeah, I saw sparks,
And I saw sparks,
Yeah, I saw sparks
Sing it out,
La la la laaaaaaa, oh ohhh
La la la laaaaaaa, oh ohhh
La la la laaaaaaa, oh ohhh
La la la laaaaaaa, oh ohhh

Sparks by Coldplay

Friday, November 20, 2009

I cry as if it's the death of family member. And in many ways, he was like part of my family.
I cry as if it's the death of myself. And in many ways, he was part of me.

He was my lover, my best friend, my baby, my pooty, my squidy squidy, my smelly pig.
And I let him go, against my broken heart.

How is it that the only person who can mend my broken heart is the one who broke it?
How is it that the only person I want to mend my broken heart is the one who broke it?

How is it that the only person who made me the happiest person in the world is the one who's causing me so much pain?
How is it that the only person I want to make me happy is the one who's making me sad?

And yet, I don't blame him at all, because I love him so much, too much maybe for my own good.

Monday, November 09, 2009

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

Broken Hearted Girl by Beyonce

Friday, November 06, 2009

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him (Ohhhhhhhhh)
I am thinking of you (Ohohohhoh)
Thinking of you (Oh!)
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...stay

Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

You once said that you hated them because of the way they treated me.
And you said you would never be like them.

But you're slowly becoming the very person you hate.


And I too have become the very person I hate.

The weak love fool whom you have wrapped around your finger.


I feel like i'm riding an emotional rollercoaster which has no stop point. Someone please pull the brakes on me.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Broken Glass

Once perfect, it is now broken
Shattered into a thousand pieces

It was my favourite one.

As I try to mend it, the cracks still show
I thought it gave it some character
but all it shows is its ugly scars

Each time I think I've successfully jig-sawed it back together
It disobeys me and crumbles to the floor
Each time I try again to fix it

Every attempt I try, I end up cut by the shattered glass pieces
And as I am scarred by the wound, so is the once flawless glass tainted with my crimson blood


Deep inside I know we're dead, we're just too shit scared to admit it.